There are good days and there are bad days, today feels like a medium bad/good day. The weather is so hot and humid, I don’t mean to complain, but it just ads to the overall…what’s the word…’shittyness’ of everything. I don’t know I just feel so unsatisfied with everything that’s going on. I just don’t know how all this change will effect me, I am sure in a positive way but I still worry about things everyday.
Crossfit is going great, I really do feel stronger, those guys are hardcore, what’s nice is the workout is different everyday, and it’s always something challenging. We seem to be in Brian’s class all the time, which is good, I like him as an instructor, and the dudes is built like a wall–he’s got a serious V going. Again, if I ever looked like that I would NEVER EVER wear a shirt, or at least wear a shirt two sizes too small or perhaps a boys size–LOL!
I did a spin class at Equinox last night, I haven’t been there in about two weeks, it was weird to be back ‘home’ again. I just got home and I’m so bummed/wired, watching chick DIVING? WTF? We are doing Warrior Dash on Saturday up at Windham, that should be a nice workout, not too tough. It’s supposed to rain from tomorrow night until Saturday morning, so that means a nice and muddy course–happy, happy, joy, joy, I think.
I don’t know what to do, things are happening so slowly seemingly, but I am not patient, so I want them to happen quickly. I don’t know, I don’t know…