I know you are gone and it is with a heavy heart that I write this. Although it didn’t work out between us I am so sorry that I hurt you, more than I knew which makes it even worse. If I had even the slightest inkling that this would have happened I would have made more of an effort to work it out with you, but as with everything good in my life I wait until it’s too late.
The year that I spent with you was one of the best that I had. You were always my dream girl since we worked together at the zoo. I am sure if I had asked you out then you wouldn’t have went out with me. It was a different time and things were really different in society and in general.
Ultimately the time we spent together were the best. I loved being around you, hugging you, kissing you, and waking up next to you. I do sincerely have regrets and it saddens me that there will no longer be those times.
I do sincerely regret the pain I have caused you, this is something I will carry around FOREVER wondering ‘what if’ for the rest of my life. I know it is cliche, but now you are home with your Mom and Dad, and the rest of your loved ones. One day I too will see you (unless I go to the other place, which at this point seems inevitable) and I hope that we will continue where we left off.
I will NEVER forget you my dear, rest in peace babe.